Nightmares

* This was a different life with different stresses. Oh Thailand....you were perfect.*

Last night I woke up from a horrible nightmare. I have bad nightmares sometimes that cause me to wake up in total fear. This one was really scary to me but funny to most people.

It was a Saturday morning and I was living in my old house down in Huntington Beach. I went to my regular gym class with my roommates and then to breakfast after. Then we went shopping (and I had money to spend) and then finally to lay at the beach. (Sounds like the perfect day right?) Then my friend Kjo asked me what time I had to go on my date that night. The whole perfect day was over and I was single again and had to go out with some loser who thought the world of himself.

My life may be total chaos at times right now, but I am GRATEFUL for this chaos and not any other. I'm glad I never have to go on a first date again.